PaSt ReFlEcTiOnS....

im sitting in fornt of the com, when outta sudden i started reflecting my past. my way of relaxing myself n my own point of view towards studying.so decieded to blog it. if i myself is not wrong, im in one of e lousy lousy EM2 class in primary 5. a student like me almost failing my English and Science..i hate studying. den c my own results plunging down like shares, got super worried. 3 more months to SA2 at tt time. rush thru everyting like a racing car. strive hard like crazy. juz to make sure i dun end up in EM3. surprisingly, i my hard work paid off. with second in cls i went up to a beta EM2 cls in pri 6. stress hits me like hell there.. PSLE yr n i cant slack after pri 5....in e end, passed PSLE with aggregate of 223. went to Bowen, my last choice. went thru alot in Secondary 1.. many unhappiness comes up one after another. tolerance limti exceeded by 50% at tt time. but i dunno y, an urge for me to reverts my anger, my unhappiness into my studies. since e starting, i forced myself to study hard and do well...but results not tt optismistic. ended up doing nth every single day...but face all my books... met one of my Pri sch cher once n chatted wit her. she was e one hu gave me e encouragement n confidence. moved on to sec 2 worked like there's no tmr. ended up with lots of stress. get nervous and tensed very easily. cant slp at night before a test or exam. sth's rili going very wrong with me. im patientlky awaiting e day where e streaming exams end n the day i get my results. i juz hope to get into the cls of my choice. nth much i wan. not even wan2 get top in cls or wadsoever. i juz wan2 take pure geog. n i mean it. this past reflection of mine gave me a great wake up call. gtg. History n art not completed yet.

exAm$ sTrEsS?

dunno wad to blog. exams started. one paper ended oni. Chinese...~hahs~ quite an easy paper. especially paper 1. paper 2, some words write wrongly. ~hmph~ sad sia. me study like hell ~sianz~ more papers coming up. summore gt music presentation n sci test. still gt maths mock exam on tues. ~StReSsEd~ gtg. haiz...

dreamland day?

so tired tt slept for ard 1/2 an hour. actually tot of lying on my bed but didnt i'll drift to dreamland e moment im on it. ~haiyo~ so so tired tt dun even wanna wake up to go sch in e morning. regret studying till late in e nite. gotta face e consequences. got remedial todae frm 12.45-1.30. but it ends easlier than tt. psg meeting postponed to monday but got tuition. unable to go agn. nv attend guides fall-in. ~haiz~ but heard some stuffs bout it. ~wadever~
struggling to keepmy eyes open now. gotta go revise Lit. [- _ -]

20 days to SA2!

sO tIrEd AfTeR rEmEdIaL .....

finally gt hm after an hour of Lit extra cls. combine extra lesson wit 2E1. thos peeps gd at their Lit. every ques. oso can answer. unlike me, noe nth. salute them man. ~hahs~ mayb my fate in life wit Lit tt i cant understand wadever its toking bout. how much effort i put in oso seems e same. ~pathetic sia~ didnt noe tt exams coming n e teachers piling us wit tests. first maths. den History. ~wad e....~ mayb treat as revision. ~heck care~ tt pri6 gal told me she failed her prelim maths. was telling me can retake. nv in my life heard tt prelim can be taken for 2nd time if 1 fail. ~wadever~
cant catch-up in cls for Eng. dunno wad Sandra Teo teaching in cls yest. wad e heck is adjectival clauses. didnt do e worksheet for it myself. got someone to hlp me wit it. not bad sia.
(--answer correct. thxs Denise--) sum peeps eng so pro. unlike me agn, eng oso damn lousy. tink im fated to do badly in eng based subs. ~haiz----hopeless case~ hahs. gotta end. revisions 1st mayb. ~hahs~

21 days to SA2 !!

Tired saturday night.

was on e computer e whole afternn. typing out my geog notes, word by word. hand hurts after e whole afternn of typing. ~ouch~
went out for dinner juz now. waited there for 1 hr n 3 dishes came out only. dinner lasted for more than 2 hrs. ~wad e....~ wasted more than 1 hr of my time. ~frustrating~
came hm n started typing out my notes agn. sis wan2 use e computer so rested for a while. felt bored so called Leshan to chat. tt gal got little crazy. ~hahs~ no offence. kept laughing. but not bored after chattin wit her. not a bad joker ah. ~hahs~
gtg le. still muz continue my notes. 6 more lessons to go. ~haiz~
~tired~ 26 days to SA2 !

hOlS tImE fLy PaSt :-)

didnt noe hols im fly past so fast. spent e whole few days at hm, only leavin e hse for maths remedial on tues. gave tuition for e whole of yest. e pri6 maths ques. giving me a headache man. haiz, feel like going to movies. but no time. SaD......